Packing My Nightmare

If it's a trip for travelling or journey as what backpackers do, I'll be pleasant to join it.  Yet, it's a trip to my nightmare.  And I didn't want it, parents forced me to go.  May I escape for a while?
I don't care what the doctor called it.  Both minor or big surgery, I hate it.  And I never like to step my feet at hospital.
So, please someone.  Wake me up from this nightmare.  Just before to late.
5 days.  And it be the longest nightmare I ever had.

my little belly

Morning.  Or should I greet you, Afternoon?

I wake up middle of the day, around 11am something.  Had a quick breakfast - fried noodle - which is cooked by Mom.  Actually, noodle is prohibited from my diet list.  But, who cares?  It's Sunday.  And no diet on Sunday.

I took one hours to study my Mandarin book.  Reviewed some vocabularies.  Then, fetched my aunt at 1pm. I accompanied her to look for a bag at Palangkaraya.  Just a simple bag to put a lots of stuff inside.  Within an hours, we finished the shopping then headed for our lunch.

Actually, I was about to choose Italian food as my lunch, but aunt not really into with that kinds of food.  Just switched it up with Chinese food.  

During our lunch, he told me that she is going to miss me when I go for study abroad next year.  No one will accompany her like I used to.  But that's okay.  One year doesn't seems that long.  

If only, I don't change my mind.  If only, I am willing to come back to my lovely and boring hometown.

People keep saying that hometown is a place that you'll always reach at the end.  But, if you never leave your hometown.  If you never been anywhere else.  You'll never ended up with missing your hometown.  Not even has a single thought to have the rest of you old days there.

Flood after the rain.

I hate today weather so much.  Felt like wanna through a boom to the sky.  Flood was everywhere due to the heavy rain within 2-3 hours.  I barely parked my car in any street near Jambi, Tapanuli, Aceh, Kalimantan and even on Sumatra.  The result, I rounded for 30 minutes.  Turned to every different direction.  Finally, I'm officially late for 30 minutes just because of the stupid fucking flood.  I'm trapped inside my own car.  Damn!  

If I ever said I love rainy day, just forget it.  I hate flood which come together with rainbow.  So, it supposed to be "Flood after the rain" instead of "Rainbow after the rain."

around 6pm, I visited my grandparents.  Had dinner together.  Talked a little bit about my daily life.  Then, just right before I felt asleep, Peter called me.  He asked me to join with the others.

Right at 8.30pm, he fetched me.  At the end I'm ended up in Cambridge, Dante Cafe with a bunch of friends which I only knew three of them.

But I did enjoy the late talks with them.  

Happy Saturday night, dears!

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Catch up

Catch up with some fellas will probably the most exciting part of our life after a week of struggle between jobs, routine and boredom.  Within a short time, we created the atmosphere together, brought back old memories, talked like there'll no ending.

It's fun to catch up with people that you don't often meet, but, when you're seeing them, you always have so much things to talk about.

Hello, World!

How do you do, today?

Great?  Sad?  So-so? Or maybe Mad to the world?

I'm kinda beyond all of the feeling.  Blur about anything.  I wake up in a rainy morning.  It could be the weather of because last night dream that turned me so blue at the moment.  I wonder about my future, then the memories of the old back days traveled into my mind.  I used to smile a lots during my teenagers times.  Frankly to speak about anything.  Against anyone that is strongly agree with my side.  As the time goes by, I changed.  Yups, everybody will change when the right time come.  I found out myself become somebody that more mature, think twice before take any decision, try to fits herself in someone's else shoes.

When I asked myself.  What changed me?  My heart told me, "A world, dear."

I traveled a lots these past two years.  I experienced more than I ever before.  Met different people.  Talked about world's dirty secret.  Even though there are many things that I need to learn.  Yet, up till this second, I really learned more than I should.

World taught me to be cruel when everyone is against you.  World slapped me right in front my face when truth is not always bring you happiness.  World whispered to me when there are many fake people out there who pretended to be your best friend.

From the past experiences, for some times, I will have a feeling, a thinking to give up.  World just to cruel to me.  But, then I realize each time of my failure, my down-time, I gained more powers, I understood more than before.

Instead of blaming the world, I should thanks to it.

To let me see in different person, perception, ways and mind.

Footprint

Voila, life seems good for me nowadays.

I treated myself a little refreshments today since I'm weary by busy this lately.  Sing some songs.  Screamed and lost your voice in the lousy and loudly music were the greatest idea.

So, there I were just now.  Spent my time with a bunch of called "friends in crime". We even took hundreds of pictures in duration within 2 hours.

I wonder if I fly to China next year, will I miss them?  Looks like, I am going to......

coffee as the best accompanion

Starbucks is the place I called second home for me and a bunch of friends.  If we're feeling like do nothing, but still wanna to meet up, then we're gathering at Starbucks.

A cup of hot caramel macchiato, a cup of blended caramel frappucino or a cup of hot chocolate always make up our days.

お誕生日おめでとうございます

"Otanjōbi Omedetō Gozaimasu, Cindy-chan."  

She celebrated a small birthday party at Sushi Tei.  Even though it wasn't a big b'day party, still, you can feel the warmth within us.  Like a usual bunch of friends.  Felt nothing to be told.  So, I'll just post some pictures of us.

A Special b'day cake from the Japanese's Chef, Mr. Soba.  He made it by himself before took some pictures with us.

  Doesn't he look friendly? hahah.

sometimes, a small things will brings you happiness.  we don't need to find it. it will come to us. just like what i have right now.  it's a happiness, feels like a huge blanket that covers all over my body with love, warmth and smile.  happiness is just this simple.

little snap for the birthday girl

Another surprise for my best friend, Cindy.  She will celebrate her born day tomorrow, but we decided to make a little surprise today.  Some tricky plans.

Hope she will aim her goals, making her dream and wishes come true.