Everything Gonna Be Okay

I believe...

Everything will be better for the next day.

I'm here.

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standing.

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looking at the sky.

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making a promise that

everything gonna be okay.

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I'M GONNA BE OKAY.

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I WILL.

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I'm blank....

Totally blank....

I've just see wat I dont want to see,

something that drop me down.

Why this happen??

I ever wish, yet, why I get the vice versa??

It's not fair!!

Yes, it is.

Life never fair!!

Yet, I never ever want that word in my life.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I'm totally broken.

The World That They Live In

It's not as boring as I thought.

Kill my time by watching Korean Drama, maybe is one of the best choice ^^.

Yesterday, I bought a lot of DVDs, around 60 something.

Some of them were Taiwan, Korean, Japan series.

Well, I start my boring day by watching  "The World That They Live in".

It was a Korean Drama.

Starring :

Song Hye Kyo

Hyun Bin

I love the way Hyun Bin's acts very much.  

He's so cool in this drama and his previous drama, Snow Queen.  

The way he talk, smile ^^.  OMG!!  

I love his style, his way to talk, his way treating a woman, his way loving a woman, his way showing his love, in this drama, of course.  LoLs...

And I finished 16 epi of this Drama just within a day.

Ckckckckc....

P.S : I love this pic very much.

Gurls Only

I'm to tired to share the story....

So, I'm going to share the photos only....

NiteZ...everyone...

ZZZZ

Halim B'day

Finally....
I'm home.....
Wat a tired day today!!
I almost tumbang at Halim party, and nguap2 hundred times Lols....

So, here's my story for today....

"We have a party to attend, which is "Halim B'day Party".

I'm ready at 7 something, yet, Mellis forgot to wrap the present, so

we went to Nora's hum after pick Etrie.

I & Nor wrap it together.

Guess!!

We're late for bout 1 hour and 15 minutes.

Yet, It's okay, coz everybody just start their dinner ^^."

I'm proudly present today pictures.

The B'day Boy

CboX

Many of my friends asked me to put Cbox on my blog.

A few months back, I ever put a cbox in my blog.

Yet, I don't really got a time to reply all the 'speak out' in my Cbox,

so I decided to take it out.

I'm so sorry, Dears....

My purpose to make this blog is to share my daily life with everybody, my friends, my family, my cousins and even my enemies (if I have one) Lols..

So, I wont make my blog as a place to chit chat, as another people did.

I have my own reason.

And I hope u can understand it, guys!!

XOXO

CUR

She's Back

Yipee!!

Horeee!!!!

Yuhuuiii!!

My sista is come back today from China.

Miss her so much...

3 weeks without her, almost make me crazy.

No one helps me tidy up my bed.

No one makes a glass of milk for me.

No one reminds of what should I do for the next day.

And today, I'm so hepy.

She's back. 

I'm going to airport in half an hour.

So, that's for today.

Gotta have my shower.

C'ya

Keep Waiting..:((

I keep waiting & waiting for ur xmx.

Yet, it's never reach my phone.

Even though I know the percentage is 0.999%.,still, I keep waiting.

How stupid, silly, gong, bodo, pentan am I??

Keep waiting for something like this way!!

2 more minutes, my b'day is over.

When it's over, i'll not waiting for u anymore.

Enough.

No more hope.

No more feeling.

I'm done.

20 years old young lady

Huaaaa.....

Can't believe it....

Now I'm turning from 19 to 20 years old young lady.

Hmmph...

I should make 3 three wishes before I blew my b'day cake candle...

1. I want A+ for all my subject for this & next, next, next semester.

2. my first book being publishes.

3. ..................(wont tell u, it's my secret)

I dunt think 3 wishes are enough for me LoLs.....

Let me add some wishes more...

♥ have a trip to Rome, Europe, Swiss ♥

♥ newlaptop ( the blue one, not the one as I have now) ♥

♥  Xperia X1♥

♥ someone can I called as mine ♥

♥ piano ♥

♥ loses weight ♥

♥ civic ♥

I think they're enough for this year ^^.

ThankQ to all my lovely friends who accompany me to celebrate my b'day.

♥ for the boys who care bout me. ♥

♥ for the girls who share the stories together. ♥

♥ for my fam who always support me. ♥

I loph u all from the bottom of my heart.

I really did it.

ThankQ everyone!!

XOXO

B'day Part II

"Sebel, tapi juga Hepy."

 That's the best Quote for me Now ^^.

Why?? 

I'm a lil bit upset coz I need to wash my hair again!!!!

Heyheyhey!!!  It's 11.30pm and I need to wash & blow my hair??

Sebelsebelsebelsebelsebel......

That's all because them, who start put a cake cream at my hair & face. 

I hate that b'dayrule.

Hmmph..Just forget that rule first,

let's continue today story...

I'm in moody to tell my second part of B'day surprise & celebration.

Yippee!!!  Yuppiue!!!

At almost 8 o'clock, Rick & Cin pick me up.

Then we're going to Capital Building.

Can u imagine how's my feeling when I have to wait for the others for about an hour??

**gondok,cebel,marah,betex,betex**

Then some of them close my eyes, & when I open it, 

I saw Trie, Sa, Pet, Sugi, Nor, Mel, Jen, Neni there, right in front & besides me.

Can describe it by words how was my feeling....

Then we're having our dinner.

It's not a b'day celebration without b'daycake.

So, here the photos whis were taken there.

1. my blue b'day cake.  Love it.

2. time to make a wishes, again, and blew up the candles, agains.

3. Thanks for ur surprise & this wonderful b'day celebration.

4. the worst part, i hate them, when they get into this part.  playing with the cake cream??  how do i look??  fantastic, rite?? >,<

5. time for cleaning.  see how monyong is my mouth hahah.

6. candid scene.

7. take another snap before we're going home.

8. U look gorgeous girls!!

9. last but not least, a special thankq to all of them ( pic above).  nothing i can said fot this wonderful, sophisticated & luxury nite.  Loph u all, buddies!!!

XOXO

B'day-Part I

I'm exhausted!~!

Somebody please help me!!

To tired to continue another trip to JJ.

I just back from lunch with my ex-classmates in senior high school + SUN.

It's 7pm, which means I only have an hour to makeover myself before they pick me.

Yet, I think it'll be an enough time to write something in my blog, before I do cleaning things.

Here is some photo from my "Lunch".  No, it shoul be "B'Day Lunch" hahaha.

Today is not my b'day, yet.

But, it's okay to have them accompany me today & celebrate my b'day earlier one day.

1. Selvia, one of my best sista & friend.

2. Lien Hwa (actually his name is Rudy W, yet I'm get usuall to call him by dat)

3. Baciek ( Erwin), Me & Jeffry.S in a cutee & silly pose.

4. Jas, with his deathman act.  Hate u!!  Grrr.....

5. hahaha... jep, ne tham ciak e...!!!hauhaua..

6. The time for the b'day cake & celebration.  All of them  light up the candles, turn off the light, sing a "HappyBirthday" song.

7. Take a pose, before I make wishes & blew up the candles.

8. Hope my wishes will happen ^^.

9. another silly pose.

10. There's nothing I wishes more, as long as I can have this moment, alwaysandalways.  I love them.  They're my best friends.  And even though I have little time to hang out with u, guys, just let u know, all of u have a special place in this lilheart.

Happy Puppy

A lil bit boring in the morning....

Do nothing & having some calls with Etrie & Mellis.

Mel, told me that she's upset coz her bf's family prob,

she wants to help, yet, she cant do anything.

I'll praying for her bf prob can over as fast as it can, then

he can come to Medan by 2mollow.

4pm, Jas text to me, asking are we going out or not.

I have a long long shower hahahaha, coz

my leg was hurt huhuhu....>,<. (gr2 loe lor dry!!! Cakit tau!!). 

Me, Sel & Jas have an early dinner at Pizza Hut.

 No photos were available, coz I forgot to took them >,<. 

Then, we went to Palla, want to watch Saus Kacang, but no more seat. 

The next time is too late for me.

 Still, I remember the last time I watched midnite show, Twilight, I got scold by my father hikz....

 We try our luck at Nav, no more room. 

Then K2, no more room. 

Happy Puppy is our last choice, luckily, they have the room, yet have to wait for half an hour. 

It's okay, as long as, we got the room.

Jas, can be said as my bodyguard, my best friend, my walking diary.

 And the best things from him, the secret will be save. 

The way he protect u. 

The way he helps u to solve ur problem. 

I'm lucky to have this person as my friend.

Sel, is my friend since I was in the first grade of junior high school. 

She was grumpy from the outlook, yet, actually her heart is as soft as sand hahaha...

When she advise me, all I heard just hurted words,

 which is the way she shows me how much she cares bout me.

I loves her as my sista.

Hepy New Year everybody!!!!

Hope this new year will brings gud luck to everyone hohoho....

I just came back from a ridiculous trips!!!hahahaha....

I've been wake up for all nite, & I need my bed noww.....

I told u my New Year Eve, after I Wake Up hohohoh....