Haagen Daz

Haagen Daz....

Yummyy...

They accompany me to have an ice-cream fondee supper....^____^

And I'm super happy for today....

Forget It

I will never regret for any decision that I ever made.

Why should I regret??

That's not going change something.

And I won't waste my time for that stupid thing.

Just forget about ur way to force me feel guilty then regret.

Coz I won't.

Not now, not later...

Delicious....

A good time needs to be share with a good friends.

And I'm thankful for all friends that I have till today.

I have the laugh.

I have the joy.

I should be happy ever after.

A Sorry to be Delivered

I'm so sorry that I have to removed "Seoul Story"

The story is too long and it takes to much time to post it in here...

so, maybe the next story will be post.

^^

Wishlist for tommorow :

* Watch G.I.Joe

Most Played

10 most played songs in my Ipod :

Yiruma- Love Hurts

Kiss The Rain By Yiruma

Geisha - Jika Cinta Dia

Sherina - Cinta Pertama Dan Terakhir

Paparazzi By Lady Gaga

Linkin Park - New Divide

Mv Wheesung- Insomia

Seung-ri - Strong Baby

Wilber Pan Feat. Akon - Be With You

Rihanna - Cry

Love Bridge

First time, at this bridge, I met him.

I came here for a holiday, stayed at my Grandma's house.

It's near to the beach.

I loved to see the sunset at the end of the bridge.

And I named it,"Love Bridge", because I felt in love for the first time here.

He was a cute guy.

He love to smile.

When we're standing side by side watching the sunset, I was hoping that he would said hello to me and talked to me.

I thought I felt in love at the first-sight.

Silly??

I didn't think so, because I really felt in love with his eyes, his smile.

We still standing side by side without knowing each other.

For a second, I look deeply at him.

Wishes for that he would looked at me as well.

But he just walked away.

I felt dissapointed.

Then, he came back and brought 2 hot chocolate.

"For you." the first words he said to me

I accepted his hot chocolate and can't stop my smiling each time I remembered him.

Second time, I came.

For the same reason, holiday.

But, the real reason was I wanted to see him again.

The last time we said goodbye, he promised to be here when I came for my second time.

And it was 2 years ago.

I was standing at the end of bridge waited for the sunset and him.

But, until the last day I was there.

He wasn't show up.

Third time, I came.

I wished to see him again, even though he ever broke our promised, but as long as I can see him, everything will be fine.

But, he wasn't there.

Till the last day.

I was standing at the end of the bridge waiting for the sunset.

Someone walked straight to me.

I wished that was him.

But I'm too afraid to found out that it's was not him.

"Tara"

When he called my name, I was so happy, but I didn't know what to do.

I were too afraid to looked at him.

"I miss you."

And that was the first time, he hug me.

I was so so happy.

Fourth time, I came.

He was there.

Waiting for me.

The last time we met, we were exchanged our number, so we can keep in touch.

I was sitting in front of my Grandma's house.

Then, he text to me, asked me go to the bridge.

There was so many candles in each of the bridge's side.

It was so romantic.

At the end of the bridge, I saw him, standing, hold a bucket of a rose.

When I reached him, for the first time he confess to me

"Will you become my girlfriend??"

And I nod my head as soon as I can.

Fifth time, I came.

He was in other town for study.

I ever text to him, told him when were I coming for the next holiday

But it's seem he's forgot.

I was so angry, told him to came right now, but he gave me a bunch of reasons.

He have too many assignment and research to do.

We have been argued a lot, because of his busy schedule.

And at that time, I can't stand for it again.

I broke up with him.

Sixth time, I came.

My Grandma was passed away.

I loved my Grandma so much, so when I was losing her.

I felt that I couldn't breath well, eat well and sleep well.

I decided to stayed there.

He was there at the day of my Grandma's funeral.

He walked closer and closer.

He looked deeply in my eyes and hug me.

I knew, he still loved me as well as myself.

After few years passed by.

In the same bridge, he proposed to me.

"Will you marry me??"

"I will."

Today, the seventh time I came, was the day of his funeral.

After we married we moved to another country.

We're having a son and a daughter.

And after 60 years have been together,

finally, he left me first.

By watching the sunset,

I still remembered the last things he told me.

"I will always love you till the day my heart stop beating."

Stranger

Each day, everybody has his/her own routine.

Some of them go to school.

Some of them go to college.

Some of them go to office.

Each day, everybody has his/her own way to reach that place.

Some of them take bus.

Some of them take taxi.

Some of them take car.

Each day, everybody will meet different people.

Some of them meet their old friends.

Some of them meet their ex-girlfriend/boyfriend.

Some of them meet stangers.

We never know the strangers that we meet/pass everyday,

Maybe in the bus.

Maybe in the street.

Maybe in the office.

Maybe in the school.

Someday will the person that we love the most and afraid to losing her/him.

Haunted House in Japan

Nothing fun today.

Just kill my time with Mellis, watched the "DOOMSDAY" movie.

I like it so much.

Full of action.

Then I asked Mellis, "How if we travel to somewhere like in the movie."

She answered, "I must be a nut person."

Hahahha...

Then she told me about the Haunted Hospital in Japan.

She said that that was a truely Hospital in Japan, but because of a murder case that made many people died, then the hospital was closed.

And now, it become the most scared Haunted House in the world.

Here is the pictures of the Haunted Hospital in Japan

One of her friends ever went there and told her that she ever saw the real ghost in the Haunted Hospital.

She saw a nurse pushing a troll that filled by human head.

The first time she saw it, she thought that, "Wow, it's exactly as the same ghost."

Then she told her friends and the entrance guard after they came out.

But did you know what the entrance guard said??

He said, "We never placed a nurse ghost that pushing a troll that filled by human head."

I got a goose bumps when I heard this story.

We never know is the ghost is the fake or the real one when you entered a haunted house that ever haunted by a ghost.

Last Day

Last day of examination.

I'm doing good.

Waiting for the outcomes in the next 2 weeks.

Praying for A-straight.

Am I too ambisious??

Maybe, but I have to.

***

Nicoline will celebrate her b'day today with me, Nora, Etrie & Jenny.

We're having our dinner at Sushi-Tei.

All of the photos was with her.

I'll upload it as soon as I got it.

***

As what I promised last few days.

Here's our pictures/

Fourth Day

I'm satisfy with my answer.

Hoping get A-straight, even though, it's hard.

1 day to go.

***

Etrie, Nicoline is quite disappointed with their exam.

So we're having a big big dinner to let go our stress.

We're going to Bel Mondo again, this time not with pyjama,

just for eating salad & grilled corn.

Third Day

I'm lack of sleep.

2 days to go.

Second Day

I'm doing good with my exam today.

3 days to go.

First Day

My Final Examination is begin.

Wish me Luck!!

Comic Addicted

It has been a long time for me, for not reading a manhwa ( Korean comic ).

And today, I found this interesting manhwa to be read in www.onemanga.com

The manhwa title is " Kyou Koi Wo Hajimemasu".

Such an interesting an silly, yet romantic story.

And I can't get my eyes off it before I read the whole 35 chapters.

I read it from 10 pm till 5am in the morning.

Nice job!! WHICH made me hade dark-circle around my eyes....T_T.

But the manhwa haven't finished yet,

so I'll keep waiting for the next chapter.

Well...

I gotta sleep now.

I got a headache because lack of sleep.

The Craziest Saturday-Nite that I Ever Had

8 August 2009.

One of my loveable besties, Nora, celebrates her birthday.

Today, me, Etrie & Mellis is going to her house and give her this surprise.

*the cake*

*Look at her sleepy face*

After giving the surprise, four of us is having breakfast at "Golden Yen"

We're discussing about where Nora is going to celebrate her b'day.

We also think hard for the dress code.

Yes!!

We get a brilliant idea for the dress code.

Dress code : Pyjama

Location : Bel Mondo, Sun-Plaza

Are we look ridiculous??

Yes.

Are we look silly??

Yes.

Are people staring at us??

Yes.

Are people thought we are nut??

Yes.

All because of we're wearing pyjama.

Is that strange wearing pyjama for dinner and hang out??

Maybe this will be the first time and the last time we do this kind of embrassing things.

As long as we go, people keep their eyes on us and keep asking,

"Are they wearing pyjamas??"

And we answered with proudly,

"Yes, we are."

My-Blue-Ipod

I was having a chit chat with my friends, not so-closed friends, just a bunch of people that I called "FRIENDS"

All of us not know each other well, but we ever hang out together for once.

We decided to know each other for more.

So, some of them asked me these questions,

"Who is the most important person in ur life??"

"Everyone who loves me"

"What's ur hobbies??"

"Singing, listening music and writing stories."

"Favorite quotes??"

"Smile is the best medicine."

"5 things that u'll bring with u when u're out of town."

"Ipod, wallet, phone, camera and bag to put it all."

"The most important from that 5 things??"

"My-blue-Ipod."

Present from Heaven

I miss him so much.

I wish that I could turn over the time to where I met him for the first time.

I should appreciate every single second that I spent with him.

But the fact, I didn't.

How stupid am I.

The stupid girl in the world.

Wish I knew that I love him so much.

wish I knew that I can't live without him.

Wish I knew that he love me more than everything in this world.

It's too late now, he's gone.

The only thing that I do this day recently just regret.

"What regret for??" my friends asked me

"I don't know. I just simply regret all bout him." I answered

"Too late too regret now. He won't know it unless, he's hearing from above there."

"I hope so."

My regret wont bring him back from the death.

That stupid accident has took him away from my life.

***

Seven days ago was his birthday.

He want to celebrated it with me, yet, I'm too busy with my office stuffs.

So I turn off my phone, keep focusing on my works.

It has been late, and it was raining.

I didn't bring umbrella.

I keep running with bag above my head accross the street, then he came.

He brought me an umbrella and we are in the middle of the street.

"What are you doing here??" the first sentences that came from my mouth

"I'm worry bout you, so I come here, but just now I see you running in the street. You don't bring umbrella?? How many time I told you to bring umbrella with you?? You'll get sick if you get wet by the rain." he was yelling at me.

I'm to stupid to think that he's mad at me for no reason, cause I was wrong.

He was yelling at me, because he care at me, he was afraid I might get cold and flu.

"Thank you for your yelling. Can I go home now??." then I was trying to keep running away from him

"Ally" he hold tight my left arm.

"What??"

"Did you forget what day is today??"

"Definitely I remember. Your birthday, right. Listen, Andre. I have so many stuffs to do today, and now I'm to tired to celebrate it with you. Can we postpone your birthday celebration till tomorrow?? Please??"

"But today is my birhtday, I want to celebrate it now. You promised me, no matter how busy you are, we'll celebrated it together."

"Dre. Stop being childish. I don't say that I wont celebrate it with you. I just want to postpone it till tomorrow, okay?? I'll see you tomorrow. I promise." I hug him, then continued,

"Shall we go home now?? It's freezing."

"Sure"

He was holding my hand and we keep walking with one umbrella under the rain.

My document's folder was fall over into the street, so I was let go his hand and chase after my folder, then a truck came.

I knew the truck was coming to my way, but the document also important.

At the time, when I got my folder, I was too afraid to run because the truck was so closed to me.

"Ally....." he was screaming and push me away

I called 911 as soon as possible.

I was crying out loud and keep holding his hand, talking to him and asking him to never closed his eyes, cause I knew, if he closed his eyes, they will never opened again.

"Al....ly.....Could...you...sing...for....me...a...birth....day....song?? I.....want...you...ce..le..brate....it...for....me..."

"Ssst...stop talking Dre. Keep your energy. We're on the way to the hospital." I was shacking, afraid and crying

"I.....am...afraid.....I.....can....ma..ke...it...to...the....hos...pi...tal..."

"Dont said that. You'll be alright. The doctor will cure you. And we'll celebrate your birthday after that. I'll sing hundred times of birthday song for you and......." before I finished my words, he cut it and said, "Al.....ly......plea...se...."

"Okay. But promise me. You'll make it to the hospital. Don't ever leave me alone. I won't let you do that."

"O....kay....." he tight his holding in my hands

Happy b'day to you...

Happy b'day to you....

Happy b'day.....

Happy b'day.....

Happy b'day......

An......dre......

Then I slightly kiss his lip.

"Thank.....you....Ally......I.....lo....ve.....you......"

After a second, he closed his eyes and let go my hands.

I knew that he was gone.

***

"Keep playing the old memories??" Belle, my best friend asked me

"Yup. I can't let him go."

"If you can't let him go, how can he rest in peace??"

"Not until he know how much I love him, how much I want to spend a day with him, how much I want to celebrate our birthday together. I just........I just......"

I can't stop the tears from falling.

"Ally. I don't know if you believe it or not. But there was an old people said that in the seventh day of someone's death, the spirit will go back home or go to the last place that he/she visited before his/her death."

"You mean that...."

"It's almost 12 pm. You know where you should find him, aren't you??"

"Thank you Belle. I owe you so much."

I drive my car as fast as I can, to the street where the accident takes place.

It's raining, just same as the night when he was gone.

When I'm arrived, I get out from my car and keep searching for him.

The rain is too heavy, so that I can't see clearer.

"Andre............Andre................."

"Andre........where are you???? Go out now. I want to see you....."

If there's a person see me, they might get wrong, think that I'm a crazy woman.

Cause, I'm shouting to the empty street and the heavy rain.

"Andre..............where are you???"

I keep shouting and running under the rain, but my voice seems like being swallowed by the rain

"Andddddddddddddreeeeeeeeeeeeee..........."

"I miss youuuuuuuuuuuu....."

I'm sitting languid on the street and crying.

After a few minutes,

"How many time I told you to bring umbrella with you?? You'll get sick if you get wet by the rain. Why are you so stubborn??"

I looked up, and I see him.

He is holding an umbrella and looking at me with his worried face.

"Andre....." I stand up and hug him with my tightest hug ever

"I miss you, Ally."

"I miss you, too. You ever promised me that you will make it to the hospital, but why you gone?Why you leave me alone?? Every night, I dreamed of you. Every day I cried cause I cant ever met you again. Why you do this to me, Dre?? You know that I can't live without you. I can't without you. I love you so much. You're part of me and when you are gone, you also took that parts of my life, my heart and my mind with you. I love you, Dre. Please dont leave alone." I tighter my hug, hope that he will never go from me everlasting.

"Let me go. I'm not belong to this world anymore."

"I can't, Dre. I can't."

"I'm sure you can. Even thought I'm not by your side, but I'll watching you from above. I'll protecting you and I will always love you."

"Don't do this to me, Dre. You know that I can't live without you."

"I know you can, Ally. It's my time. I gotta go now."

He body is keep fading and fading, till I can't touch him anymore.

"No.....Andre...no....Please don't."

"I love you Ally."

"Andddree.......................dont............................."

***

I opened my eyes, and what I see just white, white and white.

"Where am I??" I'm asking to a man that sits beside me

"Hospital. You have been coma for two days. Remember why??"

I restarted my mind and I remembered everything.

"Andre."

"You keep whispering that name when I took you to the hospital. You was lying on the street in the middle of rain."

"I remember."

"Take a rest. I'll talk to the doctor."

"Thank you......."

"Andre. That's my name."

When that man walked away, I heard someone whispering to me,

"My present for you."

And I'm smiling and whispering back, "Thankq"

2 movie trips

Too lazy, to get myself out of my warm blanket.

Hmmphh..

I love today weather.

Sunny day, not hot.

So, I asked my Mom, "Can I being here for longer time??"

She said, " It's 11 o'clock and you should wake yourself up."

I thought when I'm become a jobless,

I can have my sleeping our for more, but AGAIN, I have a wrong perception...

Huh!!

***

5 o'clock at noon, I get myself ready.

I'm gonna have 2 trips movie at Thamrin Plaza.

First movie, P2.

It was a 2007 movie, and I have no idea, why it premiere now at Medan.

I don't the movie.

Just too psycho.

After 10 minutes break, I have my second movie.

"Defiance"

My opinion??

Boring.....

Finished my 2 movie trips wont get me that early to get home.

I have some small talk with my ladies.

Having our lately dinner...

And go HOME.